stupid

I'm always trying to find problems when there's no problems at all. I think unneccessarily and think too much all the time. I hate this stupid habit of mine. I want to throw it away.. Bye

Fortunate

Awesome class, 1k09!



My weekends are ending in approximately 30 hours time and i'll be back to my usual routine.. Waking up early and traveling all the way to sentosa for lessons. Sian

The rain stopped, the sky's cleared, the weather's cooling and i like such weather! :D It's the perfect weather to leave the house! But too bad, i've got no dates and i'll be staying at home starring into the computer screen. ):

Alright, updates.
Met love and lin in the afternoon and headed over to some building at kallang pudding road to support Barcodes for Breakfast! The weather yesterday was CRAZILY HOT. If the gig is held in the evening, it'll be better :) Anw, good job! good performance! Left after the band's performance and went for the homeclub flea with love.


" From the sky till the core of earth "

Weekends!

The week finally ended. 2 days break from sentosa academy and the super long distance from home to school.

Weilin made some changes to our timetable so my timetable isn't that bad. Maybe except for friday (today) where i'll have to reach school by 9am. FIY, in order to reach school by 9am, poor me will have to wake up at 6.30am to prepare and then leave the house by 7.30am... crazy i tell you. But luckily, lecture wasn't THAT boring :) I met my 2k05 classmates for the first time today too. I know a handful of people here and there... so it isn't that bad i guess?

- Had lunch in TP. DESIGN DESIGN!
- LRM freshmen orientation later in the evening. We were in charge of 1k09, love's class. I tell you, 1k09's great! :D I think i really enjoy such events.. can make new friends and it's fun.
- & Participated in some human barrow thing after the whole LRM thing. Weilin and cynthia are part of the breaking of some Guinness World Record thing. We even got ourselves a certificate and a goodie bag filled with stuff. Yay

Haiya, my throat's painful. I'm tired. Bye

lazy

lazy to blog. anw, SAC choir got GWH! YAY!

i lost my ezlink card la ):

<3

I'm leaving for work soon ):
& school starts tmr ):
But luckily i'm going to school with farah tmr.

You and me = ♥

Yay. Love you Darling! Heh :D

HAIYA...

I think I'm experiencing water retention on my face? My face seem so round today. WHY?!? & i hope it's only for today. Anw, Updates...

1) I found out what class i'm in (2K05)
2) I know my timetable
3) I'm jobless, no money
4) I've changed my 4 year old motorola phone

Everything from number 1-3 suck. Thank you. The though of going to school (sentosa) really upset me.. I haven't found anyone from my class in year 2's class. So far, i only know 1 person.. Guess i'll have to make new friends again. AND, imagining going back to SENTOSA for an hour long lecture?! wth? SIGH

Today, went T1 with laurel and met gay. Headed over to his house and the weather was HOT, freaking hot! (maybe because i wore black too)

Lalang

I enjoy photography :)

Anger

Don't have to read this.

I just needed to vent my anger. Argh.

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YOU HAVE NO FKING IDEA HOW ANNOYING YOU ARE
ALWAYS GIVING AND FINDING EXCUSES. IF IM 18 I WONT EVEN HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT WITH YOU. DAM YOU DAD, I HATE THIS ATTITUDE OF YOURS..

You can actually fking bathe, change and drive to tm right now. YOU CAN BUT YOU CHOOSE NOT TO. How many hundred times have i told you im working on sunday? You're assuming too much i tell you. Not only are you make stupid assumptions, you even put words, words i've NEVER told you before into my mouth. And then BLAME me for everything AGAIN. If you dont want to go just tell me straight into the face. What for fking come up with so many excuses and push the blame onto me which will MAKE MY FKING BOIL BOIL EVEN MORE. I seriously hate people who are like that. Dont want say dont want la... Come up with so many excuses....

I can't live with such people anymore..

Sometimesireallyhateyou

I just woke up. I'm hungry. I'm on a diet. So i'm just munching on frozen grapes for brunch & maybe a little fried rice later on :) Aina came up and pass me the brownies she've baked. VERY NICE! i'm going to finish every bits and pieces she've given me though i know it's fattening.

UPDATES

10th April 09: Good Friday and i became a one day vegeterian. Went to church in the morning and mass seems longer than usual. After lunch, headed over to Tampines 1 and it was PACKED! There were people everywhere squeezing, walking and bumping into each other. Tsk. The queue for Uniqlo was long, long and super very long ): OH, went to see phones too. And that was the day when i got so angry with my parents.

11th April 09: Stayed over at hun's house. Made our own dinner, campbelle soup + macaroni and baked potato. Then played make up and took hundreds of pictures! (Tada, this is where meadow and cindy meets. Hahaha :D) Oh, watched supernatural season 2 too.

12th april 09: Happy Easter. Worked. Time sure past really quickly that sunday. Moodswinged and lethargic the whole day. Wanted to get Kinder joy and give it to my sis for easter day but i forgot all about it. ):

13th April 09: Meet DEEENZZZY WEEENZZZY wor! I missed her! Haha. Walked around at bugis and GTF! :) I love gtf and if it wasn't that sinful, i'll buy the biggest size ALL THE TIME! But this won't happen because gtf is fattening ): So, once a month.

I finally found out how broke i am already D: I'm left with pathetic $20 in my savings and no spare cash at home. I'm facing a economy recession ): Very soon, my ezlink card will run out of money and i can't travel anymore! SIGH. Money money money. Where's my pay!


While i was blog hopping earlier on, i came across article about this cruel and inhuman act done by some of our fellow homosepian..

This happened quite a few years back (2005).
Basically, there's this bunch of fisherman (monsters) from French-controlled island of Réunion who use live or dead stray dogs and cats as shark baits. These poor animals are hooked through their snout and paws and then thrown into the waters as shark baits. How did anyone came up with such a evil way? Put yourself in their shoes.. Imagine yourself being use as bait for sharks?

Adapted from, National Geographic News

You can do your part to help stop this practice. Click here :)

Today's the 14th, Happy second month..

GTF DAY

Tired. Lazy. Moodswings. Greedy. Broke.

GO AWAY PLEASE

okay, i need to bathe already. Meeting deen today for GTF day! :D Sayonara.

Overdue pictures :)

3rd April 2009
Adventure trip III @ Pasir Ris Farmway 2
( Not very fruitful though. hahaha )

The weather was FREAKING WARM. We had to walk quite a distance before reaching the farmway from the busstop. When we got there, most of the pet farms (?) are not open to public.. yes, very disappointing. Photo taking were not allowed too but one did. And that's how the pictures below came about.




Toy Poodle!
Very very very very very CUTE!

Non existence

This is Cindy.
She only exist in pictures. Can't find her anywhere except in pictures.
& Please, this is not Cynthia. Thank you

Stop, please stop..

I guess this is the rebellious stage.

I am so dam freaking pissed and angry with my parents.I was so angry until there were tears of hatred in my eyes.
I seriously wonder why can't we hold a conversation PROPERLY, without having any of us raise our voice.

This is Cynthia's theory. So it does not imply to anyone else. Thank You
Not being able to hold proper conversation will lead to miscommunications, distrust, lack of understanding and etc.. The result of all these? The distant relationship between the parent and the children. The children won't bother communicating with the parents or when the children try to communicate, the parent either ignore or show no concern towards what they're telling/sharing about or the parent try communicating with the children after not doing so for many many years, the children would then find them irritating and annoying. When things around the house become faulty and it's not the children's fault, they'll push all the blame to the children even if it's partly their fault. The parents are also VERY inconsiderate to be talking SO loudly in the morning when the children are still asleep. But guess what they're talking about? They are talking about how bad we are. Do you have ANY idea how it feels to hear such stuff early in the morning before you're even fully awake? I mean, even if you want to do that, do it softly?OKAY, i have no idea what am i typing about... ARGH. anger anger anger!!!

Dreams

This must be the funniest and dumbest dream ever!
I laughed continuously for 5 minutes

racyzarc says:
my friend like for no reason,came our house and did geog in the living room
racyzarc says:
then i came out from my room, and i saw STUFF on the floor
racyzarc says:
then i was like, what is this?'
racyzarc says:
she was like' your sister's RIBCAGE'
aihtnyc says:
HAHAHAHHA
racyzarc says:
then i said ' WHY IS HER RIBCAGE HERE?'
racyzarc says:
she tell me' she said her ribcage pain dont know what then she take out lor'
racyzarc says:
i said' HUH?! pain then take out? HOW SHE TAKE OUT?'
racyzarc says:
friend: she made a cross section on her body and took her ribcage out lor
racyzarc says:
then you suddenly came home banging the door everything
racyzarc says:
car: why you so angry?
cyn: DONT KNOW LA,THE DOCTOR DONT WANT HELP ME, I'M GOING TO DIE ANYWAY LA
cyn : *touch your cut* SEE,I'M BLEEDING SO MUCH,GOING TO DIE ALRD LA
cyn: i slowly die la *walks to kitchen* *opens fridge* *takes eggs*
car: BUT WHY!
cyn: anyway,i've made a cross section on you too
car : HUH?!?!?!?!? ON ME?
cyn: yeah
car: *check* *check*
car: OMGOMGOMG, * sees blood*
car: * one big cut and intestines falling out*
racyzarc says:
i could see my HEART BEATING, MY LUNGS. AND ONE OMG THING HANGING OUT FROM ME..
racyzarc says:
and it's a LINGZHI
aihtnyc says:
lingzhi is food right
racyzarc says:
car : *stuff back all the hanging bits*
racyzarc says:
ya
racyzarc says:
then panick
racyzarc says:
car : omg,let's go see doctor and ask him stitch us back la!!!
cyn: dont want la,anyway i'm dying slowly tonight
racyzarc says:
THE END

LET ME INTERPRET YOUR DREAM CARINA.

Blood
To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. If you see the word "blood" written in your dream, then it may refer to some situation in your life that is permanent and cannot be changed. If something else is written in blood, then it represents the energy you have put into a project. You have invested so much effort into something that you are not willing to give it up.

To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding, shortly before or during their periods or while they are pregnant. If you dream that you are giving or donating blood, then it suggests that you are feeling physically drained due to stress.

To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help.

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Heart
To see your heart in your dream, signifies truth, courage, love, and romance. It is representative of how you are currently dealing with your feelings and expressing your emotions. Also consider the saying "the heart of the matter" which implies that you may need to get down to the core of a situation before proceeding

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Lungs
To see lungs in your dream, symbolize insight, creativity, and inspiration. Alternatively, lungs may indicate a stressful situation and refer to a relationship/situation in which you feel suffocated.

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Intestines
To see intestines in your dream, signifies evil, disaster, and extreme misfortune. The dream may also be a metaphor for courage and your gutsiness.

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Friend
To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

Don't hang up

I call this, SELF-ENTERTAINING.& my eyes looked big for once!

I haven't seen aina for a while already! Aina have you recovered already not ar? Let's go to Laborador Park SOON when i'm free, when you're free and when both of us are free! :D The weather's good today. Little sun, cooling and clear blue sky = lets go to ECP ):

Sigh, i get sian so easily now a days. SIANZZZ ):

Oh, and i strongly believe that my poor round face grew rounder and uglier. Pff ):

Zai jian la!

When are you coming back!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!
I know you'll LOVE the presents i gave you :D
& walaozzzzz, 18 already! legal to do so many things


My blog is perfectly fine on firefox. But when i try viewing it using IE, i can't see my entries at all! IE's giving me problems lately that is why i'm switching to/using firefox. Conclusion, my blog is best viewed on firefox! Use firefox! :)

Okay, I've got so many overdue pictures but i'm freaking lazy to upload them. There's like the Pasir ris Farmyway 2 trip, Zhilin's birthday, Watten rise... and i cannot remember alrd. Haha. AND the pictures are all on the other computer so even if i want to upload any pictures, i can't do it.

TODAY! had our trios outing again after a very very long time! Had sakae buffet at the same old place, Marina with lin and marc. Ate till out stomach nearly explode, walked and shopped around then headed over to tampines to catch our horror movieeeeeeeeee! Anw, we caught "The unborn". Not bad la, i got shocked a few times, screamed once, covered my ears thrice and nearly turn into a block of ice throughout the movie. After the end of today, my account's only left with 2 digit number ): IM BROKE AGAIN... I wanted to make another new pair of glasses but looks like i can't already ):

& Holiday's ending and school's starting in about a week or so. I'm sad.. I don't want to wake up extra early in the morning just to travel and be punctual for lessons in school at sentosa. What's worst? To be in a new class with new classmates!!!! D:

I'll hold on

Met hun because she wanted to go to the place where forest of trees died (library) LOL. Wanted to drink but we ended up munching on tidbits and cupcakes only. We did buy drinks but... both of our alcohol tasted like shit so we only had sips of it. Oh, i bought sake and she bought choya. Choya was fine but sake.... goodness... smells like nail polish remover and tasted bad? Haha.

" If only "

So many questions running through my mind..

I'll update when i'm not so lazy. Bye

What a good day again! :)

Good Afternoon.

Ii just woke up and the second thing i did was to switch on the computer instead of having brunch.Okay, i need to google on how aina and i can get to pasir ris farmway 2! Efficient aina did it all! Yay! Im going to bathe, head over to skp to get my boxes and cupcake paper thing then PASIR RIS FARMWAY! :D :D :D

Byebyebyebye!

Marc's surprise party!

25 March 2009
Happy Belated 19th Birthday Marc !!!

Had a surprise birthday cum BBQ party at john's condo. Though everything was planned so last minute, i'm sure everyone who came enjoyed themselves that day! Food was great too. Fried rice, fried bee hoon, nuggets, seaweed nuggets, cupcakes, marshmellows and bbq food! (I personally love the bbq ed marshmellows on stick cause i ate a whole bunch of them! Yay)

The girls! Hang out soon! Sakae buffet! :D







Mark and Ho ming
Ho ming was sooooooo funny during the game of taboo! Lol





Stupid marc was vulgarity ing. Im sure you all can guess what word he used :D

Nadia, Pat, Hilary and Charmaine








Farah's cupcakes!
It's colourful inside and it's yummy :D

CYNTHIA'S LOVES ONIGIRI

Baking cupcakes tomorrow! :)

So fast liao.. It's already APRIL !!!!

I would fall in love with rice if i had aina's onigiri everyday!
But it won't happen cause i would turn in a big fat pig eating so much carbo.
Yes, aina made sushi today! so....... i asked her to give me 3 onigiri this time! Yay. I think i only like rice with flavours if not i won't eat much. Hehe

OKAY, i'm freaking watching the lollipop (Bang Bang Tang) show again! 4 days in a row and 5 hours per day. Hahaha. I can no longer stay at home!!! I will munch on rubbish, rot and waste time doing nothing so maybe I'm heading over to ikea alone later on to get stuff! :)

Watch TV time! Some of them in lollipop actually look quite cute! HEHE!
Byebyebyebyebye!

I will find back myself :)

This is a pink gyoza shank "caught" for me!
But i think it looks more like a pink curry puff. Lol

Wasted the whole of today watching television! Actually, i curled my hair and made dinner too. I seriously don't really like preparing/cooking dinner ): cause i will make a big mess in the kitchen AND i'll have to wash all the hundreds of plates, bowls and utensils i've used while cooking. Very mafan so i don't like cooking already. Ohohohohoh! THIS TIME I FREAKING MANAGED TO COOK RICE! it's not burnt not was it too wet! Yay. I'm lucky today so i doubt it will ever happen again :D Anw, HAPPY APRIL FOOL! i didn't fool anyone nor did anyone fool me. hahaha

Oh, dinner. Dear cynthia whipped up 2.5 easy dishes!
1) Cai xin with oyster sauce and garlic
2) Luncheon meat + potato + onion with tomato sauce
3) Steamed Pumpkin ( I LOVE PUMPKINS! )


Bored + so long neh touch the curler.. so CURL LOH! :D& i'm colourful at home. Hehehe


ANOTHER PLACE I WANT TO GO!!!! OMG, PASIR RIS FARMWAY!!!
AINAAAAAAAAAAAAA! THIS ONE MUST MUST!